20 April 2008,
cant the daes get even worser????!!!!!!!

hello2...
yesterdae went to the freaking speech day thing2..and i get to look at him for the close view.. hahak.. he even smile and talk to me.. aww...ok farah stop it. got home by 10.. b4 going home me yut(belo) aini(cute) aein(mak pen) take pic... having fun with them.. disturbing them and stuff... the most boring part was bala's talk... ok dun want to talk much coz the 2 youngsters keep on disturbing me .. aqil and aqilah.. yeah.. i've lost fucking love... long tyme ago.. now lost one of ma sisters... zafirah.. harsh... why am i facing this sey?? i just cant get it. why must i face all tis stupid stuff... why dont everyone get out of ma life kn bagos.. no one cares no one knows how i feel.. when i lost one of ma sister..zaf... ive found ma old band back.. instead D UNKNOWN have reformed.welcome back didi , saharizan, zuzu, zim..accept.. nad da kene replace.. i really mish tis daes.. tomoro after school we are going to jam... i really mish this times... i love ma band mates... i love ma sis... im really disapointed coz ive lost one of ma sis... who i really her as ma real sister... harsh.... i want a memorable year tis year... dear god.. plz let all ma dreams and wishes come true... all i can do i to count on you there's no one els where i can count on accept you... dear god plz help me... god plz pitty me and ma life... i cant move on.. i seriously cant move on... im trying ma best to foret him.. plz... i plead you god.....
and im thankful to you god coz u've let all ma band members come back to me and im chosen to be one of their leader...
ok la good bye... tc....