20 June 2008,
well... im kinda disapointed wit ma best friend

martin in red bestie
Martin ho... ma best friend.. you will always be there when ever i have a problem.. now.. u have your problem and i wanna help you , what you did to me is you bring me down.. you disappoint me you ask me to forget about it and all i can sae is harsh.. coz i really regard you like ma old bestie.. why betray me??!!
sometimes people really dont appreciate what
ive sacrifices for them ... and some people dont know tat im always there for them .. but why must i suffer like this
?? sometimes im very unlucky... im unlucky coz ive twice hurt & suffocating for love and now ma friends do this to me.. why am i soo unlucky to be in this world... why am i so stupid?! then there's this guy who really peace HIM off.. coz tat guy talk all the negative things abt me at msn and he evn msg me and sae those kind of words.. i did told HIM and i ddnt know tat he was so mad and sae tat if ever he know tat guy he'll bit him up..
gosh.. ma daer rasis.. i know u care abt me but dun put urself into trouble for me..
i dun want u to be trouble ... coz u know i myself care & heart you so plz i hope u wun be mad dear..
i think i'll be alrite:D
tanx for ur concern baby hehes..
but i am ment to be unlucky to be in this world..
but no matter what happen u r always here in ma arms in ma heart:D