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dearly nana.. im very sad to leave u . i know im gona mish the time we had fun together.. all i wish is for u to study hard.. and score well for all u want!and im also sad to leave u gerls out there alone.. who i was refering to was ma dear dear sisters.. they are the one for me.. they are always there for me they always help me with ma problems.. especially with ma mom.. well.. im gona mish u gerls.. well.. wat i mean was try to imaging tat they were with u like for 4 years straight.. through thin and thick they are there.. then what u would do is to follow the best evil plan ever & it works.. how would u feel? u would feel like enjoying things together forever..well with this shicky hands of mine im typing tis blog just to prove to them tat i love them they are ma everything.. i mean.. we regard each other like real blood sisters.. whom stay together in one house but with alot of parents.. different kids different parents.. i really love them! yes i do! it really hurts me when its time to sae goodbye.. but if theres no other choice.. we have to go on a different path now izzati,julie,yati,zuzu... we still can keep contacting each other.. dun werry.. tats what our friendship is for.. izzati huney, like u sae in every realtionship dosent matter couples or friendship or what ever.. we have to go through thin and thick together..but the things is.. ive change and im not like laz time the evil farah.. i am me now... gerls.. why have we face this??! just now julie have a problem and it odvious..! she just dun wanna sae it out.. why? i used to have prob.. and tell me what i do?? i tell u gerls.. but for her?? well its kinda unfair.. serious.. i like a normal gerl who have feelings and i knw when ever that people change he/she will turn his/her black face to another party.. what ever it is.. i dun wanna fight wit u gerls.. all i know is i want a memorable year.. and to see u gerls in jwss uniform next year... nt for m and zu.. but u 3.. and the laz thing... rasis.. im sorie i ddnt contact u anymore.. its not that i dun want.. now im coping with ma studies.. and u urself know that im hoping for the best results for ma exams.. as ma exams are just arnd the corner.. im sorie.. and ma heart is still close .. no one did imprest me.. im sorie if tis words hurts u.. i ddnt entend to put harsh words in ma blog.. so im sorie.. and i hopw u forgive me.. im really stressing out..