17 July 2008,
i hate it lush!!

ok its all shit!! test after test after test... i know im turning back.. but its stressful!! i need somewhere to lead on, someone to talk to, place to have fun. there, i've got ma sisters all by ma side. tanx to you gerls im now cheerful.. im unlike a fool anymore. studies are smooth now.. thank God. serious talking ma heart is close.. aint officially but for now maby. i dont think the"crush guy" that i dun know who is he but i've gt the feelings that he dun like me. cant ma life get worser?? it all started with todae morning..normal... moma nag =.= that's all she can give me early in the morning.. well its normal.. then shhot off to school.. at school 1st period was math!! i've tat math test! wht.. that include ma ca marks for prelim!!! then english.. though we r doing some exercise on a worksheet.. but wht!! that test includes ma ca marks for prelim too!!!!!!! =.= darm. its a damn cold dae!! frustrated!! stressed! the last period test again! it was cpa. & all i can do is to sit infront and shut ma ass out! well.. at least i understand the question & i did try ma self!!! haha
well.. i was suppose to wait for zuzu after sch she's having a survey.. the merepek survey.. i was alone, i felt down.. really down when zuzu asked me to go home. i wanted to go home wth aidil & irwan & girlfwend.. but suddently , shadri call me and asked me to stay back with him as he is waiting for izzati.. we'd talk crap as pernormal.. then i saw zuzu! she's so hapie when she saw me..
well.. now, watching tv and ive been bored at home..lucky me amir is there to talk & joke with!
tanx amir:)
shukri!!!
i wanna tell u sumthing... YOU SUCK TO THE CORE TO THE MAX!! I REALLY HATE YOU!!! im forgeting everything!!yes i am!!!!! and wanna tell you that i started to hate you even the memories that we've been together for the past 5 mnth i hate you! the patch back wh had together.. its a waste f ma money. i spend almost 50$$ just for our 1st month anniversary for the patch back.. & what the fuck! u leave me right after our anniversary.. what do u actually want?? guys now days.. i really dont understand.. im disapointed i though u r the one for me.. why cant i get the guy that who really can love me ?? why must i suffer like this? but what ever it is.. its ma past ime book .. im gonna refresh maself & i know there is a better guy out there.. i just have to accept the right one.. just dun wanna hurt anyone's feeling..
**dearly amir, i know u r down about ur past lover.. i dun know the story but move on.. life is so wonderful with shits in our past.. but i can give u that confident that your life wll soon be wonderful with ur newly lover.. choose the right one. dun rush things out. give each other more time and insyallah the both of u will be happily ever after.. love really fool us around but thats only a monkey love ok?? it aint true.. one dae u'll find a true gerl for u amir. ITE bnyk gerl.. haha. errm.. just cheer up ok?? im here to listen to you:D u r not alone feel free to text me anytime & anywhere:D im on it . haha **
cheer up amir:)