tot todae was fun. wel it is fun but it just turn out to be a different way. well, we have fun before recess, that freaking dnt test really stressed me! when it comes to recess, meet izzati & told her to meet me after school at the canteen like usual.. suddenly ain ask zuzu for her mp4, ain ddnt know how to on it so i helped, then i saw "zulkim" i was suprised, i though the thing she putted it as FARZU but now she changed. it does bring me to suprised but i wasnt upset abt then i'd asked her wether hakim & zuz are steady she lied and say NO.. firstly i ddnt know that she was lying.. then she shouted,"far i cannot take it argh!" then i asked her what's happening, she sae nothing we r just frineds.. then ain say ya they r just like bother sister.. then i felt something different.. then i asked again.. now she sae, me & hakim are just brother & sister.. ain sae that they r just friend.. if ever u were in ma position, u'll feel something different too! but i ignore it & turn ma black face as she's lying to me.. when i lie, she scold. but ive nvr lied to her im sincer, i even regard her like ma own blood sister,. how would she ever lie to me! when she know what kind of face will i turn to.. i ignored her and left the class just like that.. i though she was following me from the back but then she just left me alone at the canteen when she know that i wanna go jurong point(jp) to have ma lunch, to buy something.. i though if meeting izzati and told her everything as i was disapointed in zuzui love zuzu as a sister, but why would she do this to me. ii wait and wait and wait for izzati but she ddnt turn up.. ask someone her classmate & they sae that she've gone home.. what am i to you all??!!!! what wrong have i done to you till u make me like this?! what the fark is going on with ma life?! well if u gerls dun regard me as one of u anymore forget of going to semei with me. forget of taking office skills together with me.u know who did brighten ma dae todae???
ma friend,amir.. he'd talk to me nicely, cheer me up, make me laugh while all of u are forgetting me.. ive been crushed like a paper.. & blown away by the winds.. im realy upset with u gerls.. at home, ain called me, she told me that actually on fridae wadi called her & talke2 with her then hakim asked ain to call her. when ain call her, he said that actually zuzu &hakim have gone together for daes have past.. zuzu stole all ma ex.. its okiey im okiey with it. well.. the things tat im nt satisfied with is why would she lie to me & kept it all by her self..
im sorie i dun want to talk to u .. sorie coz i hung up the phone & ddnt gave u the chance to explain to me a single word.. i wouldn't want u to explain anything.. its not the first time that im facing this kind of problem.. just shut up i need time to heal ma pain zuzu.. i hope all this wont effect all of our relationships.. especially iz,ju,yut...& ma mates
well.. i want those things to be as nirmal too but im sorie if i have to leave im leaving i wun delay anymore....