i was invited to mama house today for ma beloved cuzzy bdae... but i dun think i wanna turn up.. im nt close with daddy side..
happy 25Th birthday to abng bob(:
girl2 love ya(: HM.. someone told me something about "something".. i don't believe in them at first but another person knock me on my head and told me about my past.. who am i? why do i always gt hurt and always gt into trouble when I'm not the one who started it.. why do people hate me when i don't even know them and mixed with them.. what have i done wrong in the world..what have i done wrong to them or to you?!
why does things turn out to be this way.. i have enough of haters..
by looking at the person, u don't like them because of their appearance.. now you say you don't like them because of their attitude..
what ever it is.. all my bestie know me and i hope that they like me for who i am.. maby im faithed to have NO HAPPY ENDING!
NO ONE LOVES ME AND FOR NO ONE TO CARE ...
izzati was shock when i told her this she keep on saying where's the past farah and the farah that she use to know. well i am here izzati, but im not strong enough for people to step into ma head and to hurt me like how shukri does......
** abng bob, im so sowie i didn't turn for Ur 25th bdae party.... and i hope u understand ma situation.. tq for settling ma prob with the pht ppl**
dear ALLAH, plz stabilised my life i am too hurt to face all this reality of yours and i ain't taking it longer.. plz help me in everything and everyway.. as for granny, plz, i want her to be like last time.. not now, not knowing anyone and im looking forward for hari raya with her and my whole family...