
i though tis year would be a great bdae for me.. i keep on thinking of my dad on my bade.. i wish he would call me and wish me but he didn't.. i dont think he remember its my birthday.. i woke up as early as i could, waiting for my borther to come home and wish me.. he went home and pretend that today wasn't my special day.. i rush out of the house and went to meet my dancers.. eventually, it wasn't my day.. i forget my costume.. and called my brother to bring it to me.. he didn't want to help me.. he even shouted at me on the phone.. i cried as i rush home.. once i've got home, kak sumi saw my face and i quicckly ran into my room and took my costume quickly.. again, he shouted infront of my face "THIS A LESSON FOR YOU TO LEARN, THIS IS A LESSON FOR YOU TO LEARN.." i tries to stop my tears, but i just can't.. they flow so fast.. and im the cab on my way back to mee my dancers, i cried beside the taxi driver.. its 25th octiber!!! how would they make me like this!! its unfair... and 25th october remind me of something.. a thing that i thought would last long but its unbreakable.. thanx to my dancers they cheer my day up..
the performance was great.. i just couldnt stop smiling all the wae as we dance along the music(:
A HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MYSELF(:
i miss you daddy :(
when are you going to call me.. i've been waiting for ur call since the day u've left us..
its ok if u dont want to see us anymore but what ever it is, i miss you.. somethim, i keep on thinking how would i meet you.. are you the passer by who once walked and bump into me.. i couldn't remember you face anymore.. who are you daddy.. i want to know.. and im still waiting for your call to sing me a lullaby or a birthday song daddy.. i may not be your little girl anymore but i want to meet you for the last time ....
thank you dancers, izwan, kak julie, kak ain, kak yan and kak jay and the best kompang group for cheering my day up (: