07 December 2008,
i was with my love, nad(:
it was almost 2 months ago since i left school, the sadness part was when everyone will come into the middle doors of the hall when our heart skip beating into 2's or 3's , sweaty shaking legs waiting for the book to be held into our hands.. some will cry, some will shout for joy fullness and some NOT OPENING the book as promised.. thinking, wondering whether they got it or they did not. as promised, to share joy fullness and sadness together to cry on lean on each other to plan where to go to after that. asked how they did. calling each other and trying to cheer them up.. couldn't just imagine what will really happen on the 18Th itself.. the actual scenario of JWSS seniors.. hoping that all of us pass praying so hard hoping so hard that we'd the best among all the years.. i shivered and tried blinked away all those negative things that appear in my mind.. for nights and nights i think of it, trying to make plan about what to do next without my dearest friends beside me.. during the days everyone threat me badly even at work, they were rasist! the talked about me behind me.. they wanted me to work on hari raya haji though its double pay it wont pay how my granny loved me.. how she care about me.. my granny was my everything.. she gave me everything she loves me like no one have never ever did before.. nothing can change that if she's gone! and if ever i cant meet my granny for the last time just because they die2 want me to work, im and not forgiving them and i am not gona work on from that day.... if u ever have that chance to work at wallet shop plz dun accept it.. *sometimes other dun like u but u have to know why.. but once hate dun insult coz its even painfull sometimes they are ok sometimes thay are not.. and not to forget it will come back to you*missing daddy i dont know why am i crying, SOMEONE HELP ME!