26 January 2009,
went out

it was the eve of chinese new year, my uncle planned to have a family gathering like as pernormal. well it'd turn up to be fine still, there's no one to entertain me they didn't talk to me that much. oh oh the best part was mom asked me to bring saiful as well.. but before that we meet and hang out as my mom allows me to meet him due to some thing which i dont want to bring the matter out. we arrived at east coast park we are lost, mother told me the other info which brings to wrong direction. lol. that's what my mom always do. we have our dinner there he was rushing home but i delayed him and im sorry . i know ur last bus was at 8 but i make u stay till 9 . photos will be uploaded soon, he'll do it for me. when its time to say goodbye to him i just wish how i could stopped time and tell him to over night but he cant he have to go coz he's working the next day. so i was left along at the beach with my family. well, at least time ime things turn out to be fine. no instulting of each other like last time.. but still among all, i feel im alone and no one around me likes me at all. but this is life. people hate and people like.. what ever it is they are still my family and i love them even if they dont. this will goes the same to my friends..
can someone choose for me??
brownies or present??
anyone??
HELP!!