10 February 2009,
love......

love that bloomed is what we wished for.. love that hurts we just wanna throw it away.. but for my love there's no happy ending.. there will be no happy ending for me .. its imposible for me to have one.. having a family problems.. BGR thing-thing crying day and night just to hope that i have solve my problem the next day.. school projects.. it dosen't went well as i could thought it would.. couldn' t understand some of the subjects.. at least miss lim keep on looking at me when it comes to her lesson. she's paying attention on me.. dtg, it was the most stressful subject i ever wanna learn.. the most idiotic girl in class was me.. the dumpest in the family was me.. i was the only one technicak student by all my cuzzys..not my daddys but my mom's side.. thanks to my friends, they cheer me up ..
reading twilight the whole day just to released myself.. im tired of having bf.. im tired of all this BGR thing.. i want to be alone..
maybe the best thing for me is alone..
let the memories pass through my mind.. let the rain washed the footsteps away form my memory..
silents, it kills u.. coz silents make me cry infront of people even alone..
no one cares.. no one understand.. no one to love..