24 March 2009,
it hurts

mood: mixture & sick
Sadness, grief and sorrow are emotions we all experience. Poets and writers have long realized how expressing your emotions with words can help in dealing with the pain. To give words to your deepest feelings, to shape your most painful emotions into verse, to release the pain locked in your heart.
my friend took the effort to read my blog when she's already tired and sleepy. she post something for me on her blog. here's some words for you my friend u know who you are(:
Somewhere the sun is shining,and the clouds are not in sight.Somewhere someone's laughing,and talking about what might.What might have been another year,for us to spend together.What might have been another time,that I could cherish forever.Somewhere two people laugh and joke,and carry on all day.Talk about their past and future,in an extraordinary way.They talk about the last few years,and how they made a bond.They found it funny they both were different,but both especially fond.Fond of each other everyday,so genuine and true.A friend to tell of all your worries,if ever you were blue.To trust with all my secrets,and keeping yours close to heart.Knowing you will comfort me,and sharing all our art.Somewhere the sun is shining,and we will meet again.Become the friends we always were,and talk about what's been.Although you're gone I know you're here,to help me through hard times.Help me make the right decisions,when I don't see the signs.Somewhere the sun is shining,and you will be in my heart.For you were more like a sister to me,and we shall never part.This is the time to let you know,how much I really cared.I love you for you no matter what,and cherish the moments that we shared.yes i love you too.you are already like my very own sister, you understand my situation, you are always there for me.listening to my problems, talking crab, making me feel strong when my heart told me I'm weak.it's not you whom i want to walk on my shoe,you are the best among all.you helped out with everything i need.our neighbourhood friends are making me laugh like as if I'm bursting my tummy up.their lame jokes just make me feel like I'm forgetting everything.Here, today, I'm all left out again.text without a reply from morning until now.I'm here lying on my bed resting my head on my pillow as I'm not feeling that well.Tears drop all along my cheek,pillows wet with tears and a confession feeling really, really, really down and alone.I'd seek for forgiveness last night, you accepted it.Now why does the same thing happen again? What have i done wrong?
ps:im angry but im in love with you