mood: freaking down.. I'm happy but I'm sad later in the evening..
i don't even get myself. i was so happy to get what i have now but my curiosity just bring my mood lower. i was so happy in the morning. Being with my besties is what i always wanted to do. spend time together, do everything together. spend my week end at IMM doing Frisbee promoting stuff, teaching youngsters how to throw the disc.. Saturday attend dance class at semei rush to IMM and meet Colin, kah wai, Jeff and Shawn and of cause my coach UNCLE RA!! lala.. Sunday the opening of promoting meet my friends and UNCLE RA at mac he treat us breakfast after promoting rush down to Malay dance class.. today, i was asked to go sentosa!! yuppie yuppie ya ya.. it was fun i just didn't get it, simply just type at your phone that you don't wanna tag along don't make us wait. you are getting on my nerve though. is it so hard for you to tell us that? if you tell us the truth we wouldn't be mad rather than make us wait for your call of messages.. oh forget it then
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i waited for you to call or to even text me.. how i wish i was as happy like how i used to.. how i wish i don't have the confusion like now.. how i wish you to be right here with me.. how i wish we aren't like this.. i know those type of question tat i asked hurts that's the reason you are pissed with me just i just have the curiosity in me. no not just me infact everyone has it. its a normal feelings. this will go the same to you too, if you were in my shoe, you will feel the curiosity in life too.... cause i texted with no replied. you will feel curious too wont you? ya so that's how i feel..
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thank you for listening to me.. ayn, tata, yy & friends( u know who you are)
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i called just to say im sorry and i love you, i really do..