13 June 2009,
maybe not

this days i've been feeling so down. things love to pull me down why do i get happy ending that will soon end. i will follow what he wants and just give up on everything. partly it was my fault but thing was fine after that suddenly things change that night itself and you were not you at all. like you say your feelings faded i couldn't see it past time but now i can see it. it's really clear. i will just follow what faith brings me cause i know once you've stepped forward its difficult for you to move backwards. i just feel like a trash. i feel like i've swollowed big pillows down my throat again. my hopes are all gone. my love story is gone. dont text me and say why i posted this and stuff this is what i feel and i have to let it out. i already have no one to turn to. i just dont know why i cant get happy endings like others did
thanks for the hugs guys: ainWOW, wardah, indra, nur alif, jovin and the rest