30 July 2009,
what have gone wrong

what have gone over the bright clouds,
what have gone over the rainbow that stops shining my day.
what have gone wrong to all this, in a minute i though I'd found happiness but i feel kinda upset. i don't want you to leave. none of my words are harsh to you cause i love you. i know you have your own problems and i could understand your situation. it upsets me when you are acting this way though you'd say its nothing about me and your love wont change but you're keeping it away from me. what have i done wrong. what mistake that I've made that you didn't point out.yes i can be Strong AT TIMES but most of the time, I'm weak.especially when something is bothering you, your problems are mine too there's nothing to be ashamed off. if you need someone to hold you or to listen to you just come to me and say all the things out. i don't care how harsh you could get at me. i love you and i have to learn to tolerate all this and I'll assure you that we'll be together happily. today is directly our 1 week of being together what makes you change your mind? what makes you change, you bring me down dear. every single songs in listening to is meaningless. if i have done something wrong point it out so i know where did i go wrong. I'm sorry if i ever let you down, i cant bare pain anymore I'm too upset to think further.
my arms are open for you to hug,
my hands are open for you to hold when you slipped off,
my ears are open for you to say anything you want to say.
i don't care how harsh you could get to me
it doesn't matter at all to me.
i love you for who you are and i want to be with you and i don't want you to leave me a footsteps on the sands.
cause the waves will washed up the sands.
oh its purple!! ((:
currently, my mood was way fine then previous. i love you (:
as the sun sets, i stared at the cloud when it changed to dark,
how i wish you were here holding on to me and say you love me so much and you could see my face change to tomato. isn't it great seeing you put a smile on your face and my face too & bring back your mood. isn't it great to see you laugh at me when i shiver seeing your sister. we n0w know that before happy ending there's always trouble along the way and i hope that we will stay strong dear. Through thick and thin I'm with you. None of my words are lies, none of my world are fake. its true and its real. i love you and i really do. no matter how hard the rock flies to me, no matter how hot the sun could be, no matter how high the mountains could be, i will still be there for you. i promise and it will never change. how i wish to turn time back and not making u feel angry or pissed. i was hoping that you will never change and keep loving me. how i wish i could stop the time and have some plans to go out with you and put a smile on your face. how i wish we could last long and none of us getting dumped like we've experience before. i want this to last really really really long, cause you really mean a lot to me. and you know how much i needed you each time and every time im missing you.
i don't need sorry really i don't need it, BUT all i need is you and your love.
you've tried your best to be the best boyfriend cause you want me to be happy.
without even showing it, i could see that you're serious.
you know, you're the best among all that's why I'm looking forward for you.
my love will not fade, you are the sun that shines every flower in my garden
when its dawn, and the stars are missing it wouldn't be nice at night!
cause when the star shines the cloud look even nicer. And without you, i wouldn't be SO happy like how i am right now. all i need is you and your love, as long as you're sincere with me I'll be the happiest girl on earth I SWEAR!
i love you my dear and i really do.
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