23 October 2009,
its so hard
today today today!!!
I'm pretending that 23th didn't exist!
i just hold on to the tears and i keep on pretending to smile and laugh..
thank you brother and mother..
thank you for hearing all my problems.
thank you for everything brother! i love you..
now i realize that my brother actually loved me! :D
but what ever i tell you is the truth, I've closed my door I'm too afraid to go out I'm too afraid to fall again..
i have enough of people dumping me..
Labels: i love you
14 October 2008,
i really dun have the intention to hurt anyone so plz im sorry


I'm in love with a marvelous guy who really mean what He says... and i hope that this story continue like how we wanted it to be.. love hurts at first and i know i ain't stuck there coz there's a better guy like SIDDIQUE is out there and who'd want to love me.. the previous guys i have are all the same.. but i ain't crying and falling back again i don't want to be dump like how i used to be.. both of us were stranger we ain't know each other but i hope that this journey continue like and as i want it to be.. nothings going to make me change my mind about him coz' i know i can make him stay with me.. and i want that to happen .. and all I'd like to say is that i really love him.. to those who think that they are hurt my me, I'm really sorry i ain't ask u to wait and i also don't want ya all to wait coz i know I'll be falling to some other guy then you guys.. eventually, its true. yes I'm in love I'm really in love with my boyfriend, SIDDIQUE.. even though we don't know each other that much but as we go on this journey we'll know each other.. that's our promise towards each other.. i know i was wrong i took Ur time and i hurt you.. and I'm sorry.. i cant accept u coz there's a better guy who enter my life and that is my boyfriend.. and I'm sorry.. i really am.. love cant be force and this love came naturally from the bottom of my heart and since the first time i saw him i fall for him.. i looked at him secretly, in silent.. and i didn't think he would fall for me too and he DID!! i just love him like how i use to love someone months ago.. and I'm going to stick to what I've got because i believe that he's the perfect one for me.. and i hope he is sincere to me..
Labels: i love you, siddique(: