27 June 2008,
i hate you!!

yes!! i did sae i hate you bitch!!! NUR ZULAIQAR BTE ROSLI... ddnt know how to appreciate all those kind things and stuff tat ive did to her.. all the happy ending together..all the memories together... all those things together.. all those bullying.. all those evil plan tat works. all those crying together.. it ended just like tat...i mean.. what have i done wrong to her till she did this to me??! is this what she call friendship forever.. till the end together. sde by side.. shitto! it really hurts... evn im crying now.. but i cant deny it... i want to break friendship wit u ! i dun want to be ur sister i dun want to b ur kembar or what ever shit.. in class let ain sit in the middle and be our divider.. those pictures in ma hp will just be our sweet memory.. uve replace ma pic with him just to prove to u tat how i really love u like ma own sister, just to rove to u tat u r the best among all but i guess im fucking wrong.. all those sweet memories will just play around my mind.. if this mondae i come to u dun think of im gna smile or kiss u like normal.. i'll ignore u && be with the others... i'll come to u break time coz i dun want to cry in the class.. so just let me cry out recess time. coz from now...
sisters wont be like laz time..
dulu zaf kelua.. psl she think she's nt fit to be with us.. then u ... u ddnt pull ur self out tats gude.. but the thing is .. u make us to pull you out.. i after n level.. i hope to go on a separate wae .. i dun want to suffer with u al ma life.. im kinda sad coz... u told me u've already angap me like ur oen adk.. u took gude care of me when im sick.. u help me in ma math.. but i just dun know wht u make me like this.. what have i done wrong to you?! why do u hate me so much till u betray me. what when wrong with this friendshih of our??! all those memories we've made tat always play in ma mind.. zu its 11.pm ++.... im crying alone... in ma bed.. all alone.. looking at our pictures and think about those things.. why u betray me?! u dun have money to buy food i'd top up some of ma money for you.. when u want to go to sch alone & u dun want ur mom to send u to sch u called me and asked me to wait for u .. even sae that you hate to wait for people i'd wait for u like 30 minutes and so on.. u lie to me.. u bueh me.. why u'd love to
make me suffer.. this is not the 1st time.. well.. what ever it is.. mondae i dun wanna tok to you.. i've been very nice to you and now u did this to me??! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL !!!!
DO YOU KNOW TAT I'VE BEEN HELPING U SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE MET EACH OTHER?! EVEN THOUGH SEC 1 U R WITH SUHANAH AND IM WITH SHERINA?? ALL OF US A STILL FRIENDS.. i really dun want to burst like tat but i just hate u .. yes! i did sae that.. i know i will regret for pushing u out of crown sis.. but its for ur own gude.. u wun see ur enemy again.. u wun hate me more..coz everydae u come to me u just feel like u hate me! rite?! am i rite zu??! well.. i've nothing to sae anymore.. tanx to rasis for helping me to msg tat JANTAN ..
i know i'll be lost without u .. coz on every pointless place u r there to point out the wae for me.. tanx for the memories.. i'll just have to change ma wallpaper... there's no more kakak & adk kembar lagy...
Labels: im sorie. but goodbye zu... i'll be lost without u i promise