17 March 2009,
lalalalalalala

interview was held today at 10 but ms lim push the time to 1 and i didn't expect that the interview would be so tough for me.. i wanted to become a SC cause i wanted to try something new and no one is gonna stop my dream.. even my mother wants me to go for the interview.. head down to floor ball, atiq fractured her hand.. get well soon ya.. pity her..HM basically i hate the girl i don't know why but i just hate her.. but keep it down Farah,she's no one to u .. she's not even close with u nor in the same campus with u.. oh oh..thanks Indra!!! for editing my picture..upid, remember if u r selected in the SC thingy u must not disturb me OK bully not disturb.. give u face u know..-.-upid selenger, don't sayang2 your pimples or I'll pinch u not Ur pimple but u!! go to bed now!! esok jumpa pagy tau ..hahahahahahah***
I'm confused i don't know what's with me now days i prefer to be alone and keep things to myself.. i don't even know who i love and who i need I'm not playing with their feelings but i just don't get myself.. if there's a possible way, i would like to go far far away and not knowing anyone from no where cause I'm easily to get in love but i don't have the confident nor the chance to show it.. if i tell one the other will feel disappointed. so what should i do then? i don't even know what is the need in myself and what i don't need.. i really cant stand myself. if you are disappointed in me I'm sorry i think we are way better off to be just friends then being together.. i don't think i need to be in love now as i don't really have time for myself and also i have school things to do.. in fact, a lot of things not just one thing. i appreciate all your kindness i hope you are not mad at me.. i think there's a better girl out there whom u could date with but not with me.. you are way too good to me.. you deserve a better one.. it cant be me ,i know this might hurt you but i think we should just be friends.. i cannot think of going futhure cause im stucked in school with stuff that has to be done.. im sorry one again.. im just not ready to have one..
after all im stil hurt
-u know who you are my old friend.. continue with ns first ok im really sorry-
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